Getting back to a new normal, new schedule. Trying to get my sleep and mental health back in order. It’s a lot and it doesn’t feel like enough. To be fair, I am approaching a really difficult month in terms of grief. June is a horrible month for me and I didn’t realize I was counting down the days left until yesterday.
I am very lucky to still be with my Michigan family during this time as the way we approach grief here is different than anything I’ve experienced before with my Texas family. (Except for you Mom! My mom is always the exception when I talk about my bio family challenges.) I wish I had an idea of how my grieving is going to go this year. Year three of being without both of my grandmothers.
Mmm, my brain is already running out of things to write. The news cycle this week is getting to me again. Also, pretty sure I am supposed to have therapy today and my therapist hasn’t sent me any links, so I think it got forgotten again. I have got to figure out a better way to schedule with her.
Until next time,